Funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word. We are screaming inside although we can't be heard. - Sarah McLachlan
Not Myself
October 4, 2006
“the boker i used to know couldn’t do anything to hurt someone else.”
what joyce said got me thinking all night. (by the way, thanks joyce!)
sadly, this is true and it’s actually scary. 
to some extent:
i’ve stopped caring.
stopped being conscious of what other people feel.
stopped looking forward.
stopped hoping.
stopped being patient.
stopped being who i was.
started drinking (more than I should).
started swearing.
started making fun of people.
started being mayabang.
seems like I’ve lost a lot more than I thought. I’ve lost myself. Sorry talga sa mga nasaktan
and hey, please let me know if i’m offending you. it really helps us both. 
oh yeah, it’s been a quite a nice day so far 
