Funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word. We are screaming inside although we can't be heard. - Sarah McLachlan
Roller Coaster
June 20, 2006
11:00AM, I got a call. It was somewhat scary.
The roller coaster ride started.
I was a very strange. I’ve never felt anything like that before. I’ve reached
highs and lows, all at the same time. It was great. Nothing ever felt like that
before. Nothing.
Then another conversation.
I’m out of the roller coaster now, but I still feel like i’m in it. I still feel
the highs and the lows. Pessimism and optimism. Worry and relief. Guilt and joy.
Confusion and clarity. All in one big bundle in a span of a few hours.
6:46PM I’m waiting for the call to call it a day.
